In my mind where they exist

See the trees amidst the forest

Speckled dust tossed at risk

Somewhat salted my recompense

Always when I eat or drink

Ephemeral ghosts when they appear

Crooked hand out of nowhere

Throws the dust in nourishment

Training me to accept then

Always when I eat or drink

Never dare to leave alone.

Liquid, cup, or glass

Upon a brief vacation home

Add to the reduviid mask

When I eat or drink or sleep

Through the doors, they come.

Although they are locked

Breaching an electric alarm

They turn the power off

When I eat or drink or sleep

Hiding in a closet

Or underneath the bed

Gaunt skeletons or midgets

Run while I am being fed

When I eat or drink or sleep

At a restaurant, they come.

While fixed and entranced

Leering sardonic heads peep up

Before I give the menu back

When I eat or drink or sleep

After we have left the house

They enter from the next store

Neighbors aid and then abet

Powder potions and more

When I eat or drink or sleep

In the early morning while sleep still pervades

There comes another injection

From an ghost invisible to persuade

To combat fear, force, or infection

Early when I awaken

Hopefully, someday it will end

Without a gasp or scream

Admitted to a sepulcher

In an everlasting dream

When I eat or drink or sleep

“Where have you been?” “We are busy tonight!” “Get your ass into room two. We have a gunshot to the abdomen and we need your hands!” Dr. Mac is an African American built powerful and he is also a trauma surgeon.  His sister could be Oprah Winfrey and probably is but THE wracks never asked him.  He is always too busy doing surgery.  Wracks is tired and the clock says eleven thirty.  He missed the burrito run and will have to settle for chips and a coke and the coat needs washing but no one ever sees it anyway and tonight a gunshot victim lies on a gurney in a pool of blood with two doctors doing what they do and a second-year student cleaning up the mess. The Wracks clean up messes in the ER.  His chores are to clean the surgery rooms and suture sites and then wipe the antiseptic on the furniture.  He also lends a helping hand. “Get your white ass over here and take the pail and pour the blood over the screen so we can rein-fuse him with his blood.  I have already dropped four crystalloid bags and he still bleeds.  Dr. More is on his way and will do it in the penthouse. “The patient is an Arab male of average height with dark hair.  He could be Iranian.  He could be Saudi.  He could be Iraqi but now he is in between life and death and nothing else flies germane.  On the right side of his abdomen is a gaping hole the size of a fist and the Wracks can see into his abdomen.  Blood drops out of the exit wound in his back steadily and he grabs the stainless pail and hands it to one of the doctors who pours the blood back into a bag hooked up to a large 16-gauge trochanter needle stuck into his femoral vein. The Wracks put another stainless pot underneath.  The man is conscious but barely breathing and has a vacant expression on his face with sightless eyes staring up into oblivion. Dr. Mac pours the blood on the screen and the nurses enter in and out bringing bandages and surgical sets.  “This guy is the luckiest man in the world says Dr. X.  The 357 magnum slug missed his aorta and right kidney by one inch. If we can stop the bleeding he will live.”  Mac and X clamp the bleeding vessels; and insert gauze into the hole blasted out by a 357 magnum revolver. A nurse puts her head through the curtain and says “We have a patient clubbed with a baseball bat on route. He will be in room one.”  Dr. Mac says to me, “Stay with this man until Moo comes for him. Do not let anyone closer than ten feet away.  If anyone comes in the door, grab the phone and type in the secret emergency number we gave you and security will come. Do not let anyone near him because he is near death.”  Dr. Mac and Dr. X run into receiving and the Wracks is alone. He sits in the wooden chair next to the door with a blue seat and thin legs and waits.   Five minutes later a person puts his head in the door.  The person is also mid-eastern with thick black hair and a thick black beard in jeans with a mean expression and wild eyes. The wracks say “You cannot come into this room or I will call security.  He says nothing and looks at me. The Wracks slowly stood and walked to the phone, picked up the phone, and put it to his head. “If you do not leave, I will call security!” says Wrak The man looks at me and the hair on the back of his head starts to crawl.  He holds the phone.  He looks like he will explode. He holds the phone.  He looks at me.  He starts dialing the secret code and the intruder snarls and disappears.  The wracks never saw him again.  Dr. Mac says he did well because he probably was the shooter and wanted to finish the job.  Dr. Mo is an Anglo-Saxon man about six feet tall with slightly red hair.  He has good hands.  He and his surgical assistant start rolling the man toward the service elevator.  “Dr. Mac, what is the new kid’s name?”  “Wrak”, says a voice from down the hall.  “Nice to meet you Wrak,” says Dr. Moo.  They leave and the elevator door closes. He heard the patient lived and was able to tell his children the tale.  He is a lucky man indeed.  The bullet missed vital targets and Dr. Moo was the general surgeon on call that night.  He lives only fifteen minutes away.  In life, like anything, luck is everything and when a person needs luck, they need a lot of it, now, immensely.  This man lucked out.  “Clean the room and mop up the blood.” Says Dr. Mac.  “We need a surgery set in one with proline.” “You can leave at daybreak.”  “Thank you, Dr. Mac,” says Wrak.  “Thank you.”

justice is so beautiful

that when you see her

you want to throw it all away

and become a cop

Rendu Kalel

justice

is a bad influence

but she is a total fox

and when she requests

you have to have it

and you want it

badly

What is Antimatter?

Antimatter can be thought of as the opposite of matter, or matter that has properties opposite or contra-positive of the normal steady state.  Simplistically, antimatter can have anti-protons that have the same mass as a proton but the charge of an electron, anti-neutrons: neutrons that have no charge but an opposite or out-of-phase wave associated with it, and anti-electrons which have the same mass as electrons but a positive charge. In a more real and concrete interpretation, antimatter has the same properties as matter but in a 180-degree out-of-phase wave nature associated with it.   If an antimatter particle, collides with a matter particle it will annihilate and release energy in the electromagnetic spectrum equivalent to the equation energy of equals mass times the speed of light squared.  A gram of hydrogen annihilating another gram of anti-hydrogen could liberate approximately ten to the thirty-ninth power joules of energy in a microsecond burst.  The antimatter particle must interact with a matter particle of the same atomic mass for the reaction to proceed because the wave function must be exactly opposite to the wave function described in a sign wave diagram for the reaction to proceed.   This amount of energy released per unit of time is astounding and of extreme magnitude.

Physics of antimatter annihilation

An antiparticle of a given mass can annihilate another particle of matter of the same atomic weight.  To use dissimilar particles of mass and anti-mass reveals a difficult means to bring them together to annihilate.  Using like particles of anti-matter and matter brings the two particles together of the lower quantum threshold for capture and annihilation.  The reaction of plutonium fission can be likened tangentially to reacting antimatter with matter in the sense that the two components of the reaction must be held together for a minimum amount of time for the reaction to ensue or the elements will quickly separate and the reaction quench.  As in a fission bomb, plutonium wedges must be held together to initiate a chain reaction, two particles of matter, anti and real must be collided and maintained in union for annihilation to proceed.  Anything else is a fissile. The annihilation of matter and antimatter is not a usual or natural event and the forces of God keep them separate.  

Antimatter can be contained in a near vacuum within a magnetic field as long as matter opposite to the antimatter is not brought into proximity.  For example: an atom of hydrogen antimatter under real conditions will not react with an iron atom because of the dissimilarity of mass and the shielding of the nucleus by electrons.  These will only react at relativistic conditions found only in nature at the center of a sun or neutron star.

Production of antimatter

Antimatter can be produced on earth by spinning particles or atoms in a tokamak until the particles change nature at the speed of light. Then siphon it off.  Matter spun in a circle at the speed of light eventually changes character and can be siphoned off with magnets and contained in a vacuum.

Passing energy through various crystal lattices changes the frequency of the energy in the electromagnetic spectrum.  Harmonic waves synergize and antagonistic waves do not combine.  The emission is a component of the plank’s equation.

Uses of Antimatter

At present no way exists to realize the great amount of energy liberated in a microsecond by the reaction of antimatter.   No other use comes to mind except in weapons of mass destruction. In the future, the energy released by antimatter annihilation will power starships to different galaxies and fuel huge and awesome lasers and particle weapons.  The harnessing of antimatter energy will provide the means to transgress time and the warp as envisioned by Albert Einstein.  Energy can be converted to specific forms such as gravity waves and the essence of time itself.

On a positive note

The universal field equation envisioned by Mr. Rombauer may soon become a plausible reality.